I'm so sorry you're hurting so much, never. happy Please don't give up. I agree with what Open Eyes has already wisely said better than I ever could. Don't let your sister's relationship ruin your life, although I understand it must be very hard for you. Just try to support your sister, give her some advice, but remember that the final decision is up to her. You can't force her to do something. Just be there to support her if she needs it. That's all you can do as a good sister. I'm sure you're a wonderful sister. Most importantly, take care of yourself. You can't fully take care of others if you're not taking care of yourself as well. Don't neglect yourself! You are just as important as everyone else. You have every right to have fun and live your own life. Don't let this decision dominate your life. It's not worth it. Try to do something nice for yourself. It could even be something simple, like eating something nice. I hope things will get better soon for you. You don't deserve to suffer like this and to beat yourself up so hard. None of it was your fault. I hope you'll be able to see that for yourself. Please be kind to yourself. Live your own life. Just try to be yourself and try not to worry too much about it. I'm sure you'll feel better at some point. Just give it time. You're a strong, wonderful person. Stay strong, never. happy. Stay safe and take care of yourself. You're awesome! You're strong! You're a warrior! Please don't give up. Try to hang on. Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. I'm so sorry you have to deal with all of this