How are you doing right now, xmascarol? I hope you're doing ok. I'm thinking of you. You'll definitely be in my thoughts and prayers. I'm so sorry you're hurting so much. I'm glad the appointment went well at least. What made you feel anxious later? Was there anything in particular that made you feel that way? Either way, I hope things will get better soon for you. Remember to take your meds. I hope it will help. I'm glad your son is there to help you at least. Do you have anyone else that you can reach out to? Any friends or family members? Please don't give up. You're a strong, wonderful person. Try to hang on. Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. I'm so sorry you have to deal with all of this