I'm so sorry you're hurting so much, Dnester I'm glad things are going ok with your therapist. Share everything you can with her. Hopefully you'll be able to work through this. Just be honest and try to do your best. That's all you can do after all. I hope she will be able to help you. You deserve to get better. You don't deserve to suffer. I'm so sorry you're going through all of this. Remember that things won't stay like this forever. They can and will get better. Please don't give up. We're here for you if you need to talk about it. You're a strong, wonderful person. We won't judge you. I promise that I won't judge you. Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. I'm so sorry you have to deal with all of this