Man I hate to say this but it is great to know I am not the only one experiencing this. I have BPD and I was on Lexapro but then pdoc switched me to Wellbtrin. First of all...the wellbutrin has no control for anxiety (which I also suffer from) but I also feel like it isn't controlling any other aspect of my BPD either. I have cried more in the last month than I have in years. The tears won't stop...then on top of it I just want to kill my entire family. It has led to me mostly staying out of sight so to speak. The worst part is that I have a son that has mental disease as well and his is getting worse and worse as well. I am up here in Alaska and we don't have that many options!! Yesterday I had to get in my truck and leave....just leave because I could not stand being around the house any longer!! Luckily I have an appointment on the 18th, but right now I feel like yelling....Yikes...HELLLLPPPPPP!
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I am a single mother of 3 boys ages 14, 11, and 11. My oldest has been diagnosed and is on meds for ADHD and depression. I have BPD and Anxiety.
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