(((BUG))) I'm sorry to hear this. Please try not to use the word "should" or such... as though when things that don't "normally" occur do, and like it's a punishment for us... I mean, that's where it takes my thinking... because I was injured at age 34... I had had the world on a string... and haven't been able to work since... It is a big change when it's from an accident. One thing you have that I didn't is that this didn't JUST happen to you, but you have been suffering without the diagnosis... now you have to deal with coping with it because it's staring you in the face. I'm sorry you have this. Please join a support group, as they are great in advice for things that you will come up across, and also help you know you aren't crazy for feeling the way you do.