I understand what you mean, Jm22310 I completely agree with what Brentus has already wisely said better than I ever could. If you feel ike you can't hanlde it, just take it. As long as you don't abuse it, you have every right to take it. Just ask yourself if you can hanlde this by yourself or if you feel like things may get worse. I'm sure you can decide by yourself. Try to talk to your Pdoc about this and see how it goes from there if you have any doubts. I hope things will get better soon for you. Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. Sending many hugs to you