Dear T,
Sorry for emailing you on a Friday afternoon, was just feeling really bad. Still feeling pretty bad. If you could just say something by, I don't know, Sunday or whatever. I included the caveat that I know it's the weekend. I think I clearly need to talk more about my illness/not feeling well guilt, stemming from my childhood and my mom. Because basically I felt like I screwed up so many things by having a migraine today, like it was totally my fault, that I'm too weak or that people won't believe me or something. And I worry that it seems like I don't care enough about my daughter to be able to power through it. Even though that would sound completely ridiculous to me if someone else said it to me. It's so different when it's me. Help?
Love,
LT
|