Vince~

You took a great big step here in admitting this to yourself and to PC. That in itself makes you one of the bravest people i know. I bet once you start working on all that pain and hurt inside.. and start feeling better.. You will be a more upbeat and positive person in the true sense of the word. IT happens slowly .. so dont get discouraged. And we will be here to support and care for you thru this.Its ok to be scared and weak feeling.. we've all been there one time or another. And I believe that your good even though you may not think you are. Healing always takes time.But it happens. So be patient with yourself and dont be so hard on yourself ok? I am so proud of you for telling us this.. it just shows how brave and courageous you really are.

I'm here for ya and only a pm away.
Safe hugz~
Beth