There have been two times you have mentioned thinking of me outside of a session, plus the text.
I know it's selfish and immature, but I hate the idea of the possibility that I might not even cross your mind once between yesterday and Tuesday. The cruel part of my brain is telling me that you only care during the session/when it's your job, and that it's stupid and naive to wish otherwise.
I want to feel like I'm not dealing with all of this completely alone.