honey, he can't tell you to continue or not - he can't even tell you he wants you to continue. t's can't influence ppl in that manner - it has to be the client's decision. =( i know it totally sucks.
remember (one thing i have to work on also), you cannot get in trouble - you're an adult. only kids can get into trouble. adults can break laws or anger ppl, but they can't get punished like the kid/adult thing that this brings up feelings around. i get into that mindset, too. =(
breathe... remember that piece from another lifetime about "there is nothing more that you need to do - just breathe".
Holding you,
Kiya