my boyfriend knows that im going through something but he doesn't know exaclty what it is...because of me acting so wierd and having attitudes with everyone and with him...he chose to break up with me...well we both broke up with each other beacuse i didnt appreciate the way he was treating me only because he was acting that way because i was acting stuppid first...anyways he says that he'll take me back unless i clean myself up because even though he tried to help me he couldnt...i need help....i need to talk to somebody because i want the boy that i love back in my life not just as a friend but a soulmate and besides my depression is ruining all my realtionships with my fmaily and friends, including myself