I just wanted to mention that during my worst years I absolutely abhorred my mother and I was nothing but cold and callous to her. She is and was absolutely amazing! She is the most warm, kind and loving person I know. As I grew, I realized this. I hated myself for a while for treating her the way that I did. We now have a wonderful relationship. I just want you to know hope is not lost.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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