OMG. My husband found video of my actual surgery on youtube made by an orthopedic group. It looks so gross and painful. I have had other surgeries before but this one is the most involved and with the most (anticipated) pain. I know it is a good thing but I am so nervous. My mom is a nurse in the recovery unit and she cant take care of me but she can watch over me. I know they do the nerve block before the procedure. I have dythskenisia, adhd, fidgeting and I wont be allowed to smoke. I told my mother how anxious I was and she said she would mention it to the doctor so they could give me a little something while waiting. I hope they are able to. If anyone can handle gross stuff look up 'rotator cuff repair' and watch one of the videos. Also, has anyone been given something to slightly chill through the iv while waiting for a procedure like mine? It will have to be through the iv because my mom told me absolutely nothing should be in there. Thoughts and comments welcome.