I don't know what to really say except that sometimes I'm not sure if I'm on the right path. I'm going to a community college and getting a part time job but I don't know how to explain why but I'm wondering if there's any point to it. I don't know if it's actually gonna help me. I'm only doing one class at a time because I feel like doing more than that with a job and a lot of emotional stress and depression would be too overwhelming for me. It might not be overwhelming for some people but it is for me so I'm just doing what I can and not taking on too much and doing what works for me. I'm also seeing a therapist to try to help deal with my issues. It looks like I might start doing some type of therapy that might help with my stress. But anyways I'm not sure if going to college is actually a good idea. Maybe I should just try getting a full time job instead. I only plan on going to the community college that I'm going to right now. So I don't know sometimes I just worry if I'm doing the right path for me in life.