I'm so sorry you're strugglins, SamirBam I agree with what all the others have already wisely said better than I ever could. You've been given some great advice in this thread. I'd suggest to try to follow it if you can. I wouldn't say weed causes Depression, but it can certainly have some negative effects on people. Its positive effects are usually only temporary and it's not really useful to fight our inner snake, which is much more powerful. Do you see a therapist? Maybe that could help. You could learn new ways to cope with your feelings. Hopefully he/she will be able to help you. He/she's there to help you after all. I'd also suggest to talk to a doctor about this and see how it goes from there. Maybe that could help. Perhaps you could try to take some meds. They can be really helpful to many people. I'd also suggest to talk to him about your use of weed and whether or not it can be used to make you feel better. I hope you'll be able to get the help you need and deserve. You don't deserve to suffer like this. You're a wonderful person. I'm sure you'll be able to get through all of this. You're strong, I'm sure of that! Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. I'm so sorry you have to deal with all of this