Thank all of you. I have really tried all if these great resources for years. I have done so much work on myself therapeutically. At this point T see no benefit in assisting me. I have had 25 "no"s. I just have a bad diagnosis in the mental health world. As long as i am safe, have a home, work a full time job, pay my bills,dont act out emotionally, drive my own car and have retirement monies ready to go they are like what is the problem. I say i am lonely and they say "so" be grateful you could be so much worse off" go away. They say i am at my "highest level of functioning" and most people including the founder of DBT arent married and adopted a daughter so she and her dig could live with them in her old age. She is single i am no different.