Why do I torture myself? I just re-read the email that lead to the rupture and just started crying. We never properly addressed it, even though we did both admit fault and move past it but it's interesting now, how differently I see it.... this was very much about him and if you compare it to the final session, it all makes a lot of sense to me. The feelings he had scared him more than the feelings I had scared me.

In other news... if anyone wants a feel good show that features a decent therapist in a few episodes "Northern Rescue" on netflix