What everyone else said.

This part especially touched me: I'm terrified of everyone here (no offense, I'm scared easily)

I am soo like that and when I have found when posting on any type of forum, be it here or one for a computer game, I always tried so hard to not say anything that could be construed controversial for fear of the replies I would receive.

Just lately on a social forum, I've begun speaking what I really feel and I have been amazed that I have not received the "tongue-lashings" I thought I would. It was an amazing discovery

And I can assure you I am not someone to be afraid of.

Well done!