I’m still having more crappy days then decent days. Today was pretty much a crappy day. I’m kind of concerned at how bad my paranoia has gotten these past couple weeks. I hate sitting in the car when my moms getting gas. My stomach drops whenever a car passes by at night. I’ve just become very paranoid. I don’t think I meet the criteria for schizophrenia. I don’t hallucinate or anything. I’m in touch with reality. Maybe paranoid personality disorder though. I get sick sometimes that the government is watching me and I don’t think that’s typical anxiety. I’ve never really mentioned it to any doctor before.