Feeling tired and apathetic right now, but hoping the day gets better as it goes on. I had a pretty productive day of shopping for supplies for my kitchen and making a red curry yesterday. So, at least I have food for lunch. I am doing pretty well at keeping stable and using coping skills, but right now I am just feeling a bit pessimistic about the whole thing. I know this way of thinking will get in my way, but I am just tired of the amount of energy that goes into maintaining my health on the daily. Maybe I need to track my progress, because I have come a long way, but this morning I feel like why even bother? Gosh, I really do sound whiny haha. I think it comes down to a mental fatigue because of these exhausting thoughts and anxiety I am dealing with, so I am walking around constantly burnt out. Anyways, I am off to work. Hope everyone has a good day!