I'm sorry you're going through this, scarlet. That's got to be really hard. Big hugs. I'm remembering losing our house in California during our bankruptcy, we were living in a rental place and it was like losing my whole life, my son was only 4 when we moved there so between age 4 and 12 he did a lot of growing up there and I lost those pencil lines on the doorframes as he got taller, etc etc. I'd already been on an antidepressant before the bankruptcy but it was after that, after we moved to az I had to go on 2 different ones then ultimately started therapy. It's a hard process losing your home.