I'm sorry that happened to you. I know that people can be misdiagnosed and those diagnoses can follow you around for years. Can you see someone else who may be willing to change your diagnosis and give you some kind of effective treatment?

It must have felt like a terrible betrayal when he sent you to the hospital. Doctors can have such great power over their patients that I believe they do cause a great deal of harm sometimes even without intending to. All doctors aren't bad I hope you won't let a really bad experience with one keep you from ever trying again.