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Old Mar 11, 2019, 01:21 PM
Lrad123 Lrad123 is offline
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Originally Posted by Waterloo12345 View Post
Also seems you're running away from the emotions in those two emails.
Maybe so. The thought of going makes me feel almost sick to my stomach although I won’t be able to explain why which is tough and might make me feel worse. And I agree that this ambivalence or “back & forth” has been the main thing my therapy is all about even though it’s not why I initially came to therapy. I’m also not looking forward to the same old discussion about ambivalence. Yep, 17 months later and it’s still there. My T must be so tired of it. It’s messy.
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