I'm so sorry you're hurting so much, Brentus I understand how you feel. I agree with what all the others have already wisely said better than I ever could. I'll try not to repeat it too much. There's nothing wrong with being a sensitive person. It can be a wonderful thing, although it does have some difficulties you may need to learn to deal with. But it's not all bad. You just need to learn to regulate your emotions so that you won't feel too overwhelmed by them. It can be done. Do you see a therapist? Maybe that could help you. You could learn new ways to cope with you feelings. I hope you'll be able to get the help you need and deserve. I'm glad your new meds are helping you out. Please don't feel ashamed of yourself. This is just the way you are. There's nothing to be ashamed of! You're a wonderful person just the way you are, Brentus. I hope you'll be able to see that, because it's the truth. Stay strong, Brentus. Stay safe and take care of yourself. You're awesome! You're strong! You're a warrior! I'm sossorry, I know it's hard. Please don't give up. Try to hang on. I hope things will get better soon for you. Is there anything we can do to help you? Please let us know. Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. I'm so sorry you have to deal with all of this, Brentus