5 days... still feeling psychotic. i have a nice cold blade of stainless steel to keep me company.
i cannot think.
i cannot comprehend my own feelings or needs.
waiting...
waiting for this to STOP!!!!!
stop stop stop. im done, i cant do it anymore. i just want the person who is controlling this ride inside me to turn it off.... but she is laughing her little sinister laugh
when i look in the mirror i can see it.
the part of me that thinks this is funny.
I'M NOT LAUGHING !!!!!!!