I feel quite awful today. But generally good things have been happening. I thought I was going to have to live out of my car, but some friends opened their hearts and house to me and are letting me stay with them until I get back on my feet.
One of my friends told me he's to an expectant father!
I've been IMing/texting with various friends all throughout the day, but there's this dread of spending another day absolutely by myself. Everyone is quite busy during the day/night or they live out of state.
I think this is just what life is like? Living it like Jeremiah Johnson.
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"I dreamed a dream, but now that dream is gone from me."