Hello. Me once again. I really want to stay some time in a psychiatric hospital. But I am scared that people will think I'm crazy. I just can't handle my own life and I am getting crazier and crazier. I have dpdr, adhd, anxiety, severe depression and I am hypochondriac. I cant sleep because of my fears and most of the time I'm just lost and confused. I have always felt no connection to my physical self and I have seen stranger in the mirror, but recently I became scared of myself. I keep getting those thoughts that this isn't real and that I don't exist.. I have a lot of intrusive thoughts and I am perfectionist. I am underage and I can't get help. I talked to my school counsellor and she seemed like she thought that I was making things up. My parent don't want me to get help(it seems). What am I supposed to do?! I am literally just falling apart. BYE CRUEL WORLD!!!(I'm going to sleep)