I think I have got a friend, it is hard to tell according to the circunstances.
I am very oversharing around him. But he thinks, behaves and have the same tastes I do, the same humor... Less the insecurities and the depression. I think he admires me (so weird).
But it is so refreshing knowing that is ok to be a person like me and that that person turned out ok. He is my model.
I still don't have anyone to talk about my feelings and my past. But let this depression lift for good, let me dwell on my sad past and I will turn out ok.
He makes is own music, it is his pation, I was so afraid to admit I love music and I love to sing. He showed me is own music and we sang random things like crazy people. It is really refreshing.
My past is not my fault, being me isnt faulty.