I swear, bipolar is going to be the undoing of me, not to mention a source of constant anxiety and panic attacks. It’s bad enough I lose stuff every 5 minutes at home and cannot multi-task. Today I freaking dropped my cell phone in a Walmart parking lot without noticing. Drove around in a panic looking for it as I only noticed after leaving my pharmacy across the street. Drove home in a giant panic. Called the number, a lady answered. She’d seen my phone lying in the parking lot unharmed. Gave me her address, and I got my phone from her the next town over. Thank God someone honest picked it up. I am so much worse at losing things and forgetting stuff. OMG, I kept feeling the lowered adrenaline effects several hours.

Does being mixed make this worse or getting older? I nearly had a heart attack! I lately have felt my IQ has plummeted as well. And I am 41 with hopefully many more years to live. OMG 😡😡