I'm really struggling right now. I hate how terrible I am at therapy. I know I'd never get to the level of comfort I had with T with anyone else, I don't WANT to bond or know anyone else like that.... but damn it makes it hard. I go right into my 'quiet" mode in session, and never say what I need to say, just let him talk. Now all the **** I WANTED to discuss is popping back up

What is wrong with me? Also why can't I just stop caring about T and move on already?

This is when I wish email was an option with Baby T, I could at least email how I feel after this session and all that jazz. Oh well.... maybe my break will do me good.