He has moved on. No doubt. His own words he compared me to a snowglobe so i very much was just a job. I know the contact thing was his way of trying to be ethical. I get it, because I was just a job, it happened to me too

There's no way he cares anymore. He may think of me in passing here or there but therapists don't care long after clients stop being clients. I'm ok with it. I just wish I could stop caring too.

Writing may help if/when I go back. Right now I'm not planning to return anytime soon. I'll be ok somehow. Hopefully with nicer weather coming soon, it will be easier to move on and care about more important things