Good point Ennie - you make me realise that being a bit envious of people who have what I would like to have is pretty standard human behaviour.

I like what Sarahsweets says about checking out her connection to husband and her self-care when she gets pulled too far into looking over the fence to see what is greener on the other side.

Life seems to be a constant struggle to listen to my feelings enough to connect with myself, but not to let negative feelings suck all the good, hopeful stuff out of my mind (wry smile).