(((Cool))) I've lost a lot of people and animals due to cancer. My Ella, Sheltie, died of heart cancer. We didn't even know until one day she stopped walking. Right now H's aunt has cancer. Beautiful lady, inside and out. She just had surgery and it was successful. Sad thing is that she has lung cancer yet she never smoked.

Sorry, didn't mean to make it about me. Just trying to empathize. I understand how hard it is and I'm sorry you're having to deal with it.