Well I think I'm arriving back to the place where I'm grateful to Leticia, happy with the me I am now compared to the me I was in 2011 when we started, and kind of accepting that I love her and that's just the way it is. I am a loving person and this world needs loving persons and I'm kinda freaking DONE with apologizing for my feelings all the damn time. So sayeth I!

(Been doing a lot of thinking about this stuff on my walks the past coupla days)