Strangely no....I mean I should be mad it’s totally justified but I have some vague sense that we chose our challenges in this world. That for what ever reason we chose each challenge to teach us a vital lesson before we pass on. So for me when I was 12 I couldn’t walk and that directed my entire career path. My cognitive issues and mouse allergies are directing that path now, but I’m still learning so much about how lucky I was before etc. I find most things depend on outlook.