I will try making some notes. I tried last time and thought icould just use those but I looked at my list and it was empty. I thought i had put something but i guess not.

Maybe i will try AA. Next meeting is friday here. I missed tonights, i wasnt ready. Currently sitting on the steps of the building where they hold it. Its an old historical building in our town and it always makes me feel better sitting here when I am stressed. Maybe thats a sign. Also tonight is the first time i have seen the AA sign on the building. Not sure if they just put it up or i have just never noticed it.