Pingu, if you only addressed SOME of your issues with the first therapist you tried, why not try another? If you are picky you can pick someone that you are truly comfortable with, that you can divulge everything to. I used to be very, very lonely and am not anymore- it can turn around like that!! There are a lot of people pn this board who posted that they were virgins in their late twenties and then proceeded to meet their spouse and live kind of happily ever after, kind of, in a sense....I know what it;s like to see happy couples holding hands and wish it was you....can you get involved in an activity you enjoy and then meet someone who also enjoys it? Prostitution is legal in Nevada so just consider yourself living the life of a native Nevada resident LOL