((TheUrOther)),

The fact that you struggle with Complex PTSD will make you more sensitive and less trusting. Yes, a lot of people lie and have false personas they develop, with your sensitivity you pick up on that more than others that don't seem to have a problem with the games people engage in that is often very superficial. People often don't "care' the way you do either, they are not bothered as much with the way people interact that may not have the kind of truths you need to have in that whatever you experienced was toxic and hurt you so you like to have more "safety" than others who tend to be more carefree.