Oh yeah, in so many ways. lol From I'm afraid you will (get sick of me / get bored with me / get fed up with me and my phone calls / get angry with me.. etcl) to I'm thinking of moving and wondering if you're planning to be at this location in the future.

Recently we talked diagnosis and I had to tell her I was afraid the diagnosis would make her not want to work with me. She said (and has repeated) that "I am willing to work with you, barring unforseen circumstances, for as long as it takes."

Still.... hehe.. I will probably ask again. The fear is just so huge it rears up over and over and I find it so much better to just deal with it, get the reassurance I need, so it will go away. Hopefully I will eventually learn to reassure myself and the rearing up will be short-lived.

How about you Riptide, have you asked directly ?