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Originally Posted by WishfulThinker66
How willing a participant are you in actively taking part in communication and dialogue with others? How positive are you being? You have to want to speak with other people for it to be a good experience.
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I never
want to talk to people; I only do so because it is extorted out of me - and that's never going to change. It would be morally wrong to consent to extortion - I'd only be encouraging more extortive acts. Once you pay the Danegeld, you never get ride of the Dane...
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Originally Posted by Silk Chaos
About what types of things are they lying?
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They lie to others about anything in regards to me; they lie to me about anything they think will help them gain power over me - nothing is off limits. Anything from getting me to lose my self esteem to tricking me into putting myself into a vulnerable position. It's steer manure 24/7.
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Originally Posted by s4ndm4n2006
It's really hard to answer any questions as to why things are happen when there is no specific incident or behavior that has been presented. when someone asks why does "everyone" do something, there's really not any specifics to reply to.
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I don't have episodic memory, so I can't give you specifics. The answers I seek need to be general-use anyway; an answer for a specific instance will only work for that instance.
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Originally Posted by s4ndm4n2006
My questions to you would be first can you say what these abuses are, and adding to that the question Wishful asked, how do you know for sure they are lying, who are they etc what did they lie about, some kind of context would be needed.
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They are too many to list. I'm under constant threat of violence, because people's emotions vary wildly around me and everyone is a powder-keg that can go off for any or
no reason. I'm constantly being lied to, because I'm though of as being stupid enough to believe the lies. People are constantly trying to catch me in a trap so they can harm me. I can't get a job because people spread lies about me throughout the industry. These are just a sample of what I have to deal with every day.
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Originally Posted by s4ndm4n2006
what is your description of the abuse you speak of, can you give any specific instances that can be addressed?
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Again, too numerous to list. My mind just piles it with the rest of my abuses and it gets processed and generalized. Narrowing down to a specific act is like trying to find a needle in a haystack - in which there is no needle.
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Originally Posted by Open Eyes
The fact that you struggle with Complex PTSD will make you more sensitive and less trusting.
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What makes me less trusting is the fact that people have been doing this since I was a child, and they've never changed their behavior.
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Originally Posted by Open Eyes
Yes, a lot of people lie and have false personas they develop, with your sensitivity you pick up on that more than others that don't seem to have a problem with the games people engage in that is often very superficial. People often don't "care' the way you do either, they are not bothered as much with the way people interact that may not have the kind of truths you need
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Their behavior is
immoral; the amount of falsehood in their thoughts and speech is precisely what drives them to abuse. They believe the lies they tell about me, and that what makes them afraid and angry and willing to commit violence against me.