Everyday I discover more about myself. I am trying to keep sharing along. The way.
Mindfulness perhaps. Today was the day of ranting on my odd/mean residency supervisor. Everybody says she is good and nice, but I see otherwise. I see someone obsessive, superficial, with very little (none) emotional inteligence. I kept shut until today, shutting up is the worst. I said mean things about the perfect lady that makes my life miserable. And decided I am right and I am going to start ignoring her.
I feel so much peace after that.
Apparently my shrink (very smart - proud of her) sister. (#Argumentumadldverecundiam) opened my eyes to a case of very funcional autism... Damm! Where are my supervisor emotions and emotion recognition? No where were I can find them. Bad for me, not for me to deal with, specially when it brings me so much suffering.