Since I was diagnosed and went through that horrible psychosis, I have a very small world. I have a hard time trusting ppl. I even feel like I have to censor myself on here bc my psychosis involved a organization that I was abused
In but has a really good reputation.

Before the psychosis I didn't feel so weird. My manias were fun. I hated the deep dark depressions, but they would pass. Now I just truly trust my family and one good friend.

You're not alone.