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I'd tell myself it gets a little better then you get married and it all goes to crap again. DO NOT marry for love, it is just not enough. Get into therapy and get on meds as soon as you can it will make a world of difference. NONE of what has happened is your fault. They are sick twisted people who you should tell on as soon as you can. Your mother is broken you can't fix her just stay the hell out of her way. She does love you she is just too broken to love without hurting you.
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I think I need help 'cause I'm drowning in myself. It's sinking in, I can't pretend that I ain't been through hell. I think I need help---Papa Roach
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