Not with my current T, he seemed to catch on to me pretty quickly and interact in ways that really helped me to trust and open up quickly... although he would still like to see me more open. But I have with past T’s. The last T I worked with eventually just gave up on me but kept seeing me so that I could see Pdoc. It’s kinda awkward because net T and last T know eachother and he thinks very highly of last T. Another T told me that reducing the symptoms of my PTSD was the best I could hope for, I was too damaged to heal to the degree I sought after. It sucks and is really discouraging. But I would ask if that is really how they are feeling. For the past two days I have felt that T is disappointed with me but have no justification for it. So I know he would have me journal the thought, where did it come from and what is it trying to tell me.