So.. I had a nickname for T (actually by the time we finished I had 3 for him LOL) and it was really special to me. It's related to a fictional character. So at one point I even draw a picture for him about it... I had a shirt with the character on it and he thought it was the funniest thing. He happily kept the drawing on his desk too....

Nearly all my emails to him were addressed this way. I wanted nothing to do with it when he left. I was about to sell my shirt. Now I just "won" a stuffed version of it online and I'm unsure how I feel. Part of me is dreading it and thinking I'll have to donate it but part of me is wondering it if may actual provide some comfort.

Who knows, maybe someday in the future I can even show him it. He would love that I think