Feeling sad. I miss my bf. He has disappeared like he does from time to time.... but this time it's been over a month. I feel very restless and anxious.... restless maybe bc of my psych meds. Looks like all my psych meds are causing akathasia like restless. It's a tough life. I am trying to take one day at a time and trying to make it through the day. What do I look forward to? Being united with my bf soon... I do love him very very much.