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Originally Posted by rose1985
Since I was diagnosed and went through that horrible psychosis, I have a very small world. I have a hard time trusting ppl. I even feel like I have to censor myself on here bc my psychosis involved a organization that I was abused
In but has a really good reputation.
Before the psychosis I didn't feel so weird. My manias were fun. I hated the deep dark depressions, but they would pass. Now I just truly trust my family and one good friend.
You're not alone. 
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I also censor any information about the workplace i am on disability from, or what I used to do for a living or lots of other things that would give me away or come up on google searches of those organizations potentially.
I have had several horrible psychoses, each one worse than the other ones in terms of the delusions I held.
It's good you have a few people at least you can trust.