I'm so sorry you're going through all of this, TheUrOther You don't deserve to suffer at all. I'm so sorry. Please don't give up. I hope things will get better soon for you. Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. I'm so sorry you have to deal with all of this, TheUrOther. You're a strong, wonderful person and you deserve to live a good life. I'm so sorry you're going through all of this