I am willing to hold a positive dialogue - you people are the ones refusing with extreme prejudice! I've been trying to hold a positive dialogue with people for decades and all I get in reward is beaten to the point where I have to crawl home. You all have proven beyond a shadow of doubt that you will refuse to think of me as an equal and do everything in your power to subjugate me - or failing that, kill me.

You maliciously chose to interpret what I said as "not wanting to be positively thought of" and it is that malicious choice executed by all people that is the problem. I did nothing to force you to make this decision; you make it of your own free will to lift yourself up by denigrating me. You have no intention of "holding a positive dialogue" or respecting me in any way. Your decision is your responsibility and I cannot be held responsible for the choices you freely make.

I have spent more than thirty-five years changing to satisfy the demands of an intolerant and malicious species. I was friendly until I was instructed by a doctor not to be because I had been lethally injured by those same people and continuing to be "friendly" would likely get me killed. I started with change and got effectively murdered for my efforts. Don't hand me this steer manure that "I'm not willing to hold a positive dialogue" - you're not willing to allow me to exist! You are simply excusing my abusers for their abuse. You are a gaslighter and should be banned from this board.