(((((((( MickeyCheeky ))))))))
You deserve only good things. You’re so kind and supportive on here. You’re a wonderful person. You aren’t “weak” I’m so sorry the help you’ve been given hasn’t been helpful. That isn’t your fault. There are a few therapists who are extremely good, intelligent, patient, creative and helpful but I haven’t found one of them I’m not sure what to advise but I’m sending you many hugs and I hope you feel better soon. Please don’t give up. This isn’t your fault.